For many years I have noticed that I mastered the art of denial. I am waking up. It's intense to say the least. Going through each day as time quickly passes I notice how destructive our society is. I mean, how intensely fearful & controlling we all are..... I can't help but get frustrated when I have the deep desire to explain my thoughts to someone or question them on their behavior. I could and would never place judgement on someone but every once in a while would like to figure out why people do what they do. I wonder every day... if people weren't so fearful... would we all be so controlling.??

Enlighten yourself here okay! ....

Picture this if you will:   If there was less fear of going "poor" would we be so stressed out trying to control our lives & other's lives to gain wealth?   If there wasn't so much stress would there be less disease?
There are moments I have to reflect on whether I am allowing my children to bear witness to any of these stressors. I want to ultimately make sure that they don't learn to use control factors to get what they want in life, or yet let people manipulate or control them...

When I was diagnosed with cervical cancer I was going through the most stressful part of my life.... I am free and clear now, but it took quite some time to free myself from the stress and controls in life. Life by no means is free from problems, but quite honestly it's how you react to them that will determine how you let yourself evolve.

Once again open your mind and picture this fantasy....
If you could have all of your loved ones back, free from diseases, no worries.... would you give up your insecurities of status or wealth?? Would you live a simple humble existence if you were promised peace of mind and good health??? Some people I know would still have Tiffany's dreams and ex-boyfriend nightmares BUT how would it feel to be in a genuine state of peace.
I know this is not a realistic possibility but maybe if we try to treat each other with respect no matter what our individual beliefs are, maybe if we stopped living beyond our means, and maybe if we can just be satisfied with being alive and appreciate nature.... instead of "wanting" could we find something inside us or in nature or spirituality that can fill the void we seem to think we have?

~It's something to think about.~