Like a little ray of sunshine but a devil in disguise, she introduces herself to me. Her long braided pigtails swung like long pendulums with every bob of her head. She was a firery little girl. She soon would become my very best friend. She then will grow up and have children of her own. This little girl doesn't exist anymore, but a different version of her does.
How can we as little kids plan out our whole lives and still remember those plans as an adult? I remember all of my plans included every one of my childhood frends. I remember planning the exact type of guy i would date in High School. I remember silly plans of getting my career situated after I finished college. Then and only then would I consider marriage. I remember planning out how, when I eventually got pregnant, I would have so much fun going shopping for baby clothes with my friends, do lunch..... What I was for sure of more than anything was that I was absolutely positive that my children would end up playing with their children.
What happened????? Well, I suppose now I can look back and see the actual value in the friendships I've had, even the ones I've lost or strayed from. I see all the value in the new friendships I've made. Life is completely different than what my expectations have shown me but in my heart of hearts I know everything happens for a reason and I am truly grateful. I have everything I need, everyone I need and that's what matters. I'm blessed to have a true friend and many great acquaintances! I am blessed to be able to show love and hope I can continue to focus on spreading some sort thanks to those who are in my life, even if it's for a fleating moment.
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